Some of it has to do with having a new job. I had 15-20 coworkers that I was with ~60 hours a week. Now I have one coworker that I see ~35 hours a week.
I left three small group bible studies through my church this summer.
The group from my department that I had prayed with every week in grad school had disbanded since we have ( nearly!) all graduated.
My weekly lunches with my best girl friends aren't happening (like they used to) since we work in different cities now.
I can go days without seeing my roommates because marathon training has me early to bed and early to rise.
I am way down on numbers of friends, but the friends that I do have are really good friends. It's always been quality over quantity, but this is yet somehow a little different.
I'm not lonely.
I'm right where I'm supposed to be.
I don't really understand this. And I wouldn't have chosen it. Yet there is a decided sense of rightness about how things are.
I like simple. And a simpler community is working for what Life is right now.
I don't know why it is what it is, but Im leaning into this blessed, full life one day at a time.